Hello dear reader, I trust you are doing well today by His grace?
I sense the need to write to pour out my feelings.
I’m glad THAT Jesus Christ has saved me from my sin and bondage.
However the way I thought it to be isn’t what it is entirely. I assumed it would be so easy to love God without harassment or trouble but that’s not the case.
There always seems to be obstacles, hindrances that try to block the free passage of love to have for God.
Then I wonder, when Lord when! When would Titi finally have that confidence to love you and not feel ashamed inwardly, when will Titi not argue with Your will any longer, when will Titi finally be a perfect doer of the Word!!! Oh Lord when!
However in everything, His tiny and sweet voice always says to me at the end of all my mind rants and questions. I AM HERE AND I LOVE YOU.. MY SALVATION TO YOU IS NOT A ONE TIME THING BUT AN EVERLASTING ONE.
This means I have saved you, still saving you and will still save you because I love you.
This makes me glad that I’m loved by God regardless of how shocked I am at my imperfections.
Till next time when we have a showdown and He has to come to the rescue as always.